December 09, 2010

December...

what a busy month you are! I really don't have much to blog about but I just feel like writing something... I'm currently listening to my Christmas music which includes; Mariah Carey, Celine Dion, Josh Groban, David Archuleta, NSYNC, Hilary Weeks, (where is my Forgotten Carols? I swear I buy a new one EVERY year, no joke!), a few random Christmas mixes, and oh yes... Kenny Rogers and Dolly Parton! I remember listening to a Kenny and Dolly Christmas on cassette tape as a child, even clogged to one of their songs at one of the famous Fullmer Christmas parties! My sister found it on cd at Walmart for $5, now I call that a great find! I don't know about you, but I get really excited when I come across something from my childhood! And not something that is "coming back", but something you truly find from the past! Guess I really am a child at heart! Anyways... I've been feeling overwhelmed lately, not sure why but I don't like it! I've been trying to get into the Christmas spirit but I think work is dragging me down. I'm still working as a phlebotomist... 4 years this winter, crazy! The longest I've ever stuck with something, guess that's an accomplishment! I work pretty much every day, being the only girl that will work for my coworkers, my days off seldom come! After a days work I head up to The Warehouse where I check people in for Zumba and do other office stuff. I am now the only girl that works at the front desk, Monday-Thursday. I'm lucky to get in at least 30 minutes of Zumba and my body is definitely showing it, not in a good way people! It's fine though! You know... have you ever noticed that when people say "I'm fine", they really aren't? I have! But really... I am! haha! I'm just not use to working so much! I've always been the lazy one, the one who procrastinates about everything, the one who doesn't care, the one who all she wants to do is sleep... hmmm that doesn't sound like a very good person does it? Guess I just need to grow up and work like every other person does. But there's got to be more to life than just work, right? Anyways, there's my rant for the night! Now I could erase my craziness but this is who I am, this is me! We all have doubts and fears that we try to hide away from the world but what for? We all have them, so why not express them and learn from each other! Okay, I'm done before anything else comes from these fingertips... back to some Kenny and Dolly! "You make this, a Christmas to Remember. Springtime feelings in the middle of December!" gotta LOVE it!

Definitely NOT coming back... another GREAT find from Childhood Land!
Much Love Ü